
Since having Cora I have had to make a conscious effort to pursue that which helps me grow. Growth not only of my mind but more importantly my soul. Obviously I have less time then I used to and am always distracted. My brain has become a mommy brain…total mush. I swear I have early alzheimers.
Every morning I drink 2-3 cups of coffee (yes, all caffeinated) and I play with Cora. After about an hour she is ready for her first nap. I then take the time to read my bible and then read a chapter of my favorite devotional Disciplines of a Godly Woman by Barbara Hughes.

This book has been soul-changing for me. I cannot recommend it enough. It is written by a woman for women. She writes of the different disciplines a believing woman should practice in her life…the discipline of Godliness, to prayer, to worship, to propriety…all the way to the discipline of giving. Every chapter conviciting. One of my favorite quotes is from John Wesley in her chapter on the discipline of submission. He writes,
“Take Thou the full possession of my heart. Raise there Thy throne, and command there at Thou dost in heaven. Being created by Thee, let me live to Thee. Being created for Thee, let me ever act for Thy glory. Being redeemed by Thee, let me render unto Thee what is Thine, and let my spirit ever cleave to Thee alone.”
I love “let my spirit ever cleave to Thee alone.” Hmmm…not something I do readily. And if I was ever “cleaving to him alone” I might find more contentment. In her chapter on the discipline of contentment Hughes reminds women that longing is fine as long as we are longing for God and what he promises. How often to I long for what temporal? Every day. She writes “the discipline of contentment demands that we submit both our anxiety and our greed to the Lord….We were made to know God! The knowledge of God is where satisfaction and pleasure are found…the rare jewel of Christian contentment will be yours when all that God is and all that He has done in Christ Jesus fill your heart.” Amen.
Anyhoo…now on to the brain. The brain of mush. The brain that used to be a brain but now only thinks pacifiers, baby clothes, baby food, baby nap, baby bed…baby, baby, baby. I decided it was high time I read something. Something outside of the Christian realm. Something I would find interesting. I found that book at my mom’s house and am addicated. I actually sacrifice precious sleep to read Marie Therese: Child of Terror. I’m sure you are all dying to read a book with such a cheerful title. If you like history and are intrigued by the infamous Marie Antoinette then you will love this book about her daughter Marie Therese. The book is a tad dark (as you might have guessed by the title) and sad but so interesting. I cannot wait to finish it.

So there you have a little glimpse of how I attempt to feed my brain and my soul. Sadly there are many days when I would rather read about the child of terror than God’s word. Guess it’s all part of my human nature!
Now a little “hello” from my dolly. Yesterday we went for a run. She loves the jogger. The entire run I hear coos of approval. I love time outside with my little running buddy.
